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Thursday, November 30, 2006


"Vanity of vanities, all is vanity." Ecclesiastes 1:2

For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?

Just came home from my uncle's funeral service. Its amazing how God works in us sometimes. My uncle accepted Christ only 3 days before his death. On Friday, He accepted Christ in front of us and agreed to be baptised. And then he passed away peacefully on Monday. He has been visiting the temple all his life, and the fact that he readily agreed to be baptised was a surprise. Thank God. :) He works in the most incomprehensible ways. However it was heartbreaking to see my auntie today. She had a stroke earlier this year and is paralysed on one side. When I held her hand and she struggled to smile, I thought about how difficult it is for her to accept her husband's sudden passing away now whatmore with her condition. But she is a strong woman; I'll always remember her lovely smile and hearty laughs whenever we visit for CNY.

Its a sad topic, but to be reminded of where my uncle is now is really heartwarming and a blessing! :) Just pray that my granny would accept Christ soon too.

Prom came and went just like that. All the preparations and all into that night.. paid off! Everyone looked GREAT! Even the guys; first time seeing some effort put into their attire haha ;p and the girls, woah, gorgeous! Ritz food kinda sucked, but at least the programme made up for it! Rod Monterio was the emcee! Hilarious. Prom king was expected, haha. Dashing, la. And hey, how come our table so suay one. The next table beside us kept winning instead of us! LOL.

Anyway watched Happy Feet the previous day. Aww, Mambo's super cute! Just look at him!



This movie's worth watching because its not a mere cartoon movie and that it has cute penguins, but it also touches on many important issues such as discrimination and the environment. I give it... 4 out of 5 popcorns! That's damn good already, haha.

Finding my heartsong :) Taiwan in..... 2 DAYS!!!!




All it took was a smile.

Sunday, November 26, 2006


I'm HAPPY today! Why? Because of this:



And this:



'Nuff said. Going out with Clarissa tomorrow! FINALLY. That busy girl. Going to watch Happy Feet muahah.


/EDIT
Finished watching the movie Closer. Recommended by Jiesi eons ago, thanks dearie! I loved it. The songs, script, plot, Jude Law (haha), just everything. :)

I'm gonna rent more DVDs, heh.




All it took was a smile.

Thursday, November 23, 2006



OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER A'LEVELS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!!

Haha, just had to do this. Damn, it just took a 'lil too long to end. Was slacking already before Bio MCQ. Anyway Bio MCQ was trickier than I thought, but I guess managed to pull it off. HECK its over! Gonna burn my entry proof like I did with my O'level one. Or perhaps I should frame it up just for the sense of accomplishment. Ok, whatever!

Went Sentosa and Vivo today! (finally the sua-ku me visits vivo) Window-shop eat pictures.... Oh I love the huge Forever21. YAY going to Vivo again with Wendy and Lyd on SAT! Can't wait. Then headed to Sentosa; had fun playing with Shulin at the slide/see-saw/trampoline floats at palawan beach.... Was supposed to pay $5 but in the end the guy let us play for free, omg. FUN FUN!

OK this is the START of liberation. I better make full use of it. YES I WILL! Taiwan taiwannn.....here I come! I shall get a job.... next year muahahaa.

The aftermath of the A's:





All it took was a smile.

Tuesday, November 21, 2006


Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Bridge:
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

I am yours.

Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cause I am yours.
I am yours.

Casting Crowns - Who Am I




Lovely song :) You can listen to it in the video above. I'm already in holiday mood OMG. Still have one paper, Bio MCQ on thurs but I'm already shopping, looking at youtube videos all day, contemplating whether to buy Playstation just for FFXII which looks DAMN good.. Ashe is so pretty! Tempting me to cut my hair short again. Perhaps I'll do that after rebonding or something. :) Ah, I'm still not done with prom shopping. And boots are freaking expensive in S'pore! Gosh oh well, shall buy wedgies instead haha. Hope I can find nice ones soooon; prom is next Wed already!

Trailer for FFXII (warning: SPOILERS)


So you can see how pretty Ashe is! :P And I love the song too!

Anyway looking back, everything feels so surreal. I've almost finished my 3rd major exam in my 12 years of the education system. PSLE, O'Levels, and now A'levels.. Seems like my life is full of stress -.- Oh well it's all going to be OVER! Or it seems to be over to me already..

Ok, can't wait for Thurs paper to be DONE and FINISHED! :D




All it took was a smile.

Saturday, November 18, 2006


Haha, I think they are going to be my reason for watching Project Superstar. They have this unique thing to them which I likee. Haven't really heard their singing yet; but hope they are good! :)

And.... this IS my reason for watching Prison Break! (other than for the amazing plot and characters)



Gosh he looks so good here. Although his facial expression in the show is usually this:



AH, but he's still goodlooking here anyway. ;P

OK, and BIO PLEASE BE NICEEEE! Still haven't finished reading a chapter of Bio option!! Been addicted to spree, spree and more SPREES! Shiate. But got a lot of cheap buys, thanks to Shining Nana! LOL! Ok, sheesh can't believe I woke up so early for this. Anyway, 2 more papersss to FREEDOM!

Ok, BREAKFAST time :D




All it took was a smile.

Tuesday, November 14, 2006


YESSS. Only 3 more to go! Chem, Bio, Bio.. Persevere! :)

You Are An INFJ

The Protector

You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.
Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.
You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.
You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them.

You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.
What's Your Personality Type?


Ok, interesting.. but what's 'alternative medicine guru'?!

Anyway, so far papers have been alright. Not fantastic, not horrible, but alright. Just hope I don't screw any of the remaining papers! Heard Physics was tough, but everyone taking Physics don't be disheartened! I'm sure they'll moderate yeh. Chemistry is surprisingly much easier than the past years', thank God. :D Anyway had a mini celebration for Vera and Jiat Yue after Chem paper.. Hope you guys like the present and cake! ;)

And I absolutely LOVE this song by Keane. They even sound so good live. Am now contemplating to buy their album..



I don't want to be adored
Don't want to be first in line
Or make myself heard
I'd like to bring a little light
To shine a light on your life
To make you feel loved

No, don't want to be the only one you know
I want to be the place you call home

I lay myself down to make it so
But you don't want to know
I give much more than I'd ever ask for

Will you see me in the end?
Or is it just a waste of time
Trying to be your friend?
Just shine, shine, shine
Shine a little light
Shine a light on my life
And warm me up again

Keane - Hamburg Song




All it took was a smile.

Sunday, November 12, 2006


Introducing MY HOUSE! :D


Haha, drew it on Drawahouse.com; now you know why I don't take art. Its supposed to be a house by the sea, heh.
So according to my 'masterpiece'..
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. You don't think much about yourself.


Anyway sang this song in church service today. :) How appropriate at this trying time.. when we forget Him and choose to carry all our burdens on ourselves instead of trusting them all in His care.

What a friend we have in Jesus,
all our sins and griefs to bear!
What a privilege to carry
everything to God in prayer!
O what peace we often forfeit,
O what needless pain we bear,
all because we do not carry
everything to God in prayer


Are we weak and heavy laden,
cumbered with a load of care?

Precious Savior, still our refuge
take it to the Lord in prayer
Do thy friends despise, forsake thee?
Take it to the Lord in prayer!
In His arms He'll take and shield thee
thou wilt find a solace there
.


It's an old hymn sung many times; but when singing it today, the words suddenly seemed even more meaningful.




All it took was a smile.

Thursday, November 09, 2006


Yay, now I can throw away all my GP and Maths stuff! (hopefully I'll not need them next year that is.. =S) Been a CRAZY week and I'm pretty much exhausted. Esp. today because I couldn't sleep last night; that time of the month always gives me insomia, moreover with the stress. Ok so far I haven't seriously screwed any papers yet; and yes, its times like these you really feel that God is with you, and the power of prayer. :D Am starting to have some hope in TPJC, because reason no.1: For Bio paper 2, two of our prelim essay questions actually came out! And reason no. 2: Surprisingly A'level biochem option was similar to our prelims! With the complementary base-pairing etc. So yeah, our school's not that hopeless :P

4 more papers to go! How time flies..



Anyway Josh Groban's new album is out! Can't wait to get it.. :) Love his voice, his songs... I have his other 2 albums as well and both are really good!

Ok, been watching youtube videos of OK Go. Gosh, I LOVE their songs and dancing! We should all learn this dance and try it at clubs or something



This song is really GOOD (but the video makes me dizzy..)


And seriously this is worth watching..


Ok, I'm officially an OK Go FAN now..

Alright OFF to watch Prison Break! :)

/EDIT
Forgot to mention, watched this show last Friday night.. and gosh, the tears simply flowed like a spoilt water tap by the end of the show.. Its so tragic! :(





All it took was a smile.

Thursday, November 02, 2006


Been a long time since I've blogged. Don't know why but it seems like I've lost motivation for it yet I'm still blog-hopping, and fascinating about how some people can have such interesting lives, and then I look at my life now: books, papers, no social life and even when I go out for meals I feel guilty-conscious. Alright 2 papers down, 8 more to go! 4 more days before the next papers, and next week is chaotic. I don't even want to think about it. Why must Bio paper2 clash with Maths?!

Anyway GP was alright, just hope I have enough points for my essay and didn't go out of point. I did on How far is Singapore prepared for future crises, while majority did technology because it was quite general I guess. Paper 2, I spent quite a long time on summary and couldn't finish AQ (again), urgh. The passage was on Freedom, and was surprisingly quite interesting, about personal freedom. But couldn't find stuff to disagree for AQ, blah.

Yang Sisters is just hilariousssss. Today's episode about Melvin being adopted and the feng shui way of 'making babies' is damn funny. I've never laughed so hard in a long time.

And All My Life by KC and Jojo has got to be the best song ever. Gives me the chills whenever I listen to it. The lyrics are just super duper sweet..

I will never find another lover sweeter than you
Sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover more precious than you
More precious than you
Girl you are..
Close to me just like my mother,
Close to me just like my father,
Close to me just like my sister,
Close to me just like my brother,
And you are the only one my everything
And for you this song I sing..

All my life
I prayed for someone like you
And I thank God
That I..that I finally found you
All my life
I prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

Said I promise to never fall in love with a stranger
You're all I'm thinking of
I praise the Lord above
For sending me your love
I cherish every hug
I really love you so much

You're all that I ever know,
When you smile all my Face always seems to glow,
You turned my life around,
You picked me up when I was down,
You're all that I've ever known,
When you smile my face glows
You picked me up when I was down
Say...You're all that I've ever known
When you smile my face glows
You picked me up when I was down
And I hope that you
Feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

KC and Jojo - All My Life




All it took was a smile.

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